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i know i know. it feels like its been a gazillion years that i havent written. uqh ! sorry folks. nothing really MAJOR is new besides the point that im still unemployed and unsatisfied with my life right now. feels like NOBODY is seeing my applications right now. and every interview i have here in jersey feels like i have to go thru another damn STATE to get to! ah well. and school? psh mannn. dont even get me STARTED. mercy college ended up being too expensive and since i (a) got denied for loans (b) financial aid covered all but $845 of it and (c) mercy college well, doesnt show any mercy. they dont have any payment plans so im pretty much left with nothin for this semester. but it doesnt mean im not going to school AT ALL. just means not this semester. im tryin to pick up the pieces of my life and it seems like its not really sticking together. im desperately waiting for march to come so i can leave new jersey for GOOD and never have to come back. talk about lonliness in this bitch. excuse my french. new york isnt paradise but where my family and friends are, its better than hell. i rather be there and be able to take a subway to see a friend or something than have to take a 45 min bus ride to new york to then hop on a subway. i wanna be closer to my family and my ppl. arg i miss it ! ill be home soon though, where ever THAT is. LOL. uh relationship news? umm he's still in virginia. i dont really call him cuz theres not really much to talk about. ahh, blah! thats how i feel about life right now. its jus B L A H. well kiddies im qone.

--eliza over & OUT !