heyy ! the name's elizabeth. what can i say about me? im NINEteen years old. originally from new york. I have a best friend in the NAVY. i have a dog named BROWNIE & a cat named JAIDEN who is my everything ! im a thick girl, fat girl, chubby girl, whatever you people wanna call it, everyone has their own name for it. college aint ready for me right now; or better yet vice versa ! 12.08.2008
ummmm, yeaa..... --crickets--do i feel guilty? hell no.
did i plan this, or was this just some spontaneous thing? yes i knew about it and i really didn't second guess it.
i'm not disappointed in myself because I cheated. i'm just disappointed that I let it get to that point in my relationship where I felt I had to cheat. If i feel like theres nothin there left between us, I usually just end it but ... oh well.
i'm so careless about what happens. Its like, i dont care if we stay together, or break up. there's nothing to look forward to any more. we dont go out, dont do anything but sex together, and its not like its GREAT sex either, its just regular sex. nothing WOW about it wdf.
i really thought to myself, is this it? is this really all its gonna be? just him coming over, watchin tv, fuckin , watchin tv again or something, then leavin? what kind of crap is that?
BOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!
new rule of life i've learned :
dont take anything LESS than what you deserve.
lesson learned.